I AM DRAINED
I am drained emotionally, physically, mentally and mostly spiritually. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's going on. The only thing I know is I'm in the part of my life that I was tested. It's like I'm in the middle of the dark room with nothing. I don't see the way-out and I can't find myself. My mind tired of realizing and appreciating many things. I'm tired of many responsibilities. I'm tired of meeting the expectations of people around me. Hard time of compromising.
December 14, 2013 This was the day that I cry almost a day. I want to be free from all guilt, pain, regrets, disappointments, and negative things happened to me. I was fully tested these year I don't know why these things happened . What I'm preparing for?. And why he's preparing me? For what?. Questions that difficult to answer even genius hard to find the answer. Only I know is I'm on my training ground for me to be better. God makes it happened for a reason. Sufferings bring us pain but for me it's not. It's a blessing to be thankful because God loves me and he prepare me for better future. Everything has it's own limitation and boundaries. And I believe as the time goes by, many things will be on the way it supposed to be. There is always reason o be happy :) . Life is too short to be sad. We will go on the part of life that we are down, helpless, stubborn, stupid, damn, useless, guilty, broken, painful, unloved but think about it. There is always chance and choice to be happy, to be free from guilt , to enjoy life, to be good, to do nice, to be great, to be helpful, to be brave, to be worthy and to be loved. You don't need to impress people unless God be the center of our life and pleased in everything you do. Like I said LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE SAD. At the end of the day God always do a move to make you feel better and make you feel that you are special. Life's has UP'S and DOWN. We just learn how to work with it and learn to adjust. I believe that everything happened for a purpose. No one is born to be nothing in this world.
Appreciate all little things and you will see the big surprise on it. Bring out the very best that you can be for the glory of the Lord :)
December 14, 2013 This was the day that I cry almost a day. I want to be free from all guilt, pain, regrets, disappointments, and negative things happened to me. I was fully tested these year I don't know why these things happened . What I'm preparing for?. And why he's preparing me? For what?. Questions that difficult to answer even genius hard to find the answer. Only I know is I'm on my training ground for me to be better. God makes it happened for a reason. Sufferings bring us pain but for me it's not. It's a blessing to be thankful because God loves me and he prepare me for better future. Everything has it's own limitation and boundaries. And I believe as the time goes by, many things will be on the way it supposed to be. There is always reason o be happy :) . Life is too short to be sad. We will go on the part of life that we are down, helpless, stubborn, stupid, damn, useless, guilty, broken, painful, unloved but think about it. There is always chance and choice to be happy, to be free from guilt , to enjoy life, to be good, to do nice, to be great, to be helpful, to be brave, to be worthy and to be loved. You don't need to impress people unless God be the center of our life and pleased in everything you do. Like I said LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE SAD. At the end of the day God always do a move to make you feel better and make you feel that you are special. Life's has UP'S and DOWN. We just learn how to work with it and learn to adjust. I believe that everything happened for a purpose. No one is born to be nothing in this world.
Appreciate all little things and you will see the big surprise on it. Bring out the very best that you can be for the glory of the Lord :)
SMILE :)
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